I am soooo tired of being Human March 11, 2007
Posted by AkumAPRIME in : Life , trackbackI left my house during the day today, for the first time in a few weeks. I felt an air of superiority to everyone I met. I was contemptuous of them. Humanity is an ignorant, parasitic blight, and I was the only one that realized it was doing something about it.
talk about ignorant
I think it was Lestat in The Body Thief who despaired about being Human. It’s summed up pretty well in there.
I did feel a sense of control and… lightness, as I walked about. The knowledge that nothing can really be done to you is somewhat empowering. What can anyone do to me now that I’ve decided to die?
I am so tired of being Human, but at least it will end soon.
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I had a dream about you last night. You were here on Earth with us again, and I had a distance memory of you taking your own life, but it was just a bad dream. It was good to see you. You were so happy and cute. I miss your sense of humor and smile. Thanks for the visit.
it’s been 6 months – seems like both forever ago, and just yesterday.
i miss you so much, evan, i had such a rotten mothers’ day…
i can’t remember why you had to go, i just want you back.
mom
Evan’s Mom,
Your posts bring me instantly to tears. My heart aches for your loss. No Mother should ever have to feel what you feel right now.