{"id":192,"date":"2006-12-31T00:01:32","date_gmt":"2006-12-31T00:01:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akumaprime.com\/?p=192"},"modified":"2014-09-30T21:46:52","modified_gmt":"2014-09-30T21:46:52","slug":"i-remember","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/?p=192","title":{"rendered":"I remember&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I was a kid, I would ball myself up in a blanket, and cry out to gods I didn&#8217;t believe in to kill me. I would have settled for a meteor, lightning, SIDs, a random car accident&#8230; Anything.<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t even know why, except that I hated everything. I hated everyone. I would alternate between wanting to die and wanting everyone Else to die.. I think there was a Calvin and Hobbes about that.<\/p>\n<p>I was filled with hate, and today, I sometimes get a taste of that hatred, in one form or another and I wonder: Where did all that Hate go? Did I expel it, or most if it? or did I simply hide it somewhere?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I was a kid, I would ball myself up in a blanket, and cry out to gods I didn&#8217;t believe in to kill me. I would have settled for a meteor, lightning, SIDs, a random car accident&#8230; Anything. I didn&#8217;t even know why, except that I hated everything. I hated everyone. I would alternate [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-192","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-is-like"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=192"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=192"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=192"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=192"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}