{"id":92,"date":"2006-04-20T13:22:21","date_gmt":"2006-04-20T13:22:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akumaprime.com\/?p=92"},"modified":"2014-09-30T21:59:08","modified_gmt":"2014-09-30T21:59:08","slug":"disappointment-and-failure","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/?p=92","title":{"rendered":"Disappointment and failure"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have comment disabled this point because I want no sympathy.<\/p>\n<p>The fact of the matter is that I have have the MCATs scheduled this weekend. After reading all the books, listening to all the audio.. it is quite clear to me through my practice test scores that I won&#8217;t be passing this test. I have worked hard, but perhaps not hard enough. I have accepted this fact. Some might say that I shouldn&#8217;t enter with a negative attitude, but there is a difference between realism and arrogant optimism and pessimism. I am experiencing the reality of the situation, and my family will also.<\/p>\n<p>I also won&#8217;t be taking any more time to study to re take this test. I am currently looking into other higher education options in the neuro cognitive psychological arena, but I won&#8217;t ever be a doctor. This is sort of painful to think about, but at the same time it&#8217;s ok&#8230; well for me, IDK if my family will be perma-disappointed.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, just wanted to put a reality check out there for all of us.<\/p>\n<p>As a sidenote; today at the Zoo, my camera&#8217;s battery died! I came all the way back to my quarters to recharge, will wait an hour, then head back&#8230; tsk tsk&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have comment disabled this point because I want no sympathy. The fact of the matter is that I have have the MCATs scheduled this weekend. After reading all the books, listening to all the audio.. it is quite clear to me through my practice test scores that I won&#8217;t be passing this test. I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-92","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-is-like","category-philosophy"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=92"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=92"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=92"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akumaprime.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=92"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}