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I’m Really Sorry November 20, 2006

Posted by AkumAPRIME in : Life , trackback

Suicide is often referred to as Selfish. What a selfish act! It’s just as selfish for you to demand I stay alive for you. So I’m not sorry for killing myself.

I AM sorry for all the people I’ve hurt in my life though, for whatever reasons. Without offering any kind of excuses, I really hope it can all be forgiven. I know it’s a lil’ manipulative to be dead and ask to be excused, because really, what are you going to do, say no? lolol


1. a friend - November 20, 2006

I’m so sorry about Evan, but everyone should know that he is greatly relieved. He had a brilliant mind that couldn’t function the way he wanted it too because of his terrible affliction. He doesn’t have to think about that or deal with it anymore and that’s what he wanted.
He spent the last night of his life here with the people that he loved and cared about, buying them drinks and spending time with them. He looked in everyone’s eyes and poured his love into them. He saw them from a deep and pure place of love and non-judgment. That is what he would want to leave them with. Everyone should try to remember the way he looked at them the last time each of you saw him. He wasn’t sad at all. He just couldn’t do it anymore. The way he chose to go was painless and he knew that. He’s just moved away, but he is NOT dead. He lives on to make another life and more choices and move closer to that which created him.
The very best way to help him move on is to remember him with love and to release him from sadness. He made his choice, try to honor it the best that you can. If he was a good influence in your life thank him and thank God that you were able to have him as a friend. If he ever hurt you, forgive him and release him from any guilt he may have had. If you ever hurt him, tell him you are sorry. Remember that he is free, be happy for him. He did the very best that he could. He tried very hardest that he could. He didn’t think of it as giving up, but moving on to something better. Bless him on his big journey into the greatness of the Universe.

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