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I am soooo tired of being Human March 11, 2007

Posted by AkumAPRIME in : Life , trackback

I left my house during the day today, for the first time in a few weeks. I felt an air of superiority to everyone I met. I was contemptuous of them. Humanity is an ignorant, parasitic blight, and I was the only one that realized it was doing something about it.

talk about ignorant

I think it was Lestat in The Body Thief who despaired about being Human. It’s summed up pretty well in there.

I did feel a sense of control and… lightness, as I walked about. The knowledge that nothing can really be done to you is somewhat empowering. What can anyone do to me now that I’ve decided to die?

I am so tired of being Human, but at least it will end soon.


1. a friend - April 6, 2007

I had a dream about you last night. You were here on Earth with us again, and I had a distance memory of you taking your own life, but it was just a bad dream. It was good to see you. You were so happy and cute. I miss your sense of humor and smile. Thanks for the visit.

2. lornahb - May 19, 2007

it’s been 6 months – seems like both forever ago, and just yesterday.
i miss you so much, evan, i had such a rotten mothers’ day…
i can’t remember why you had to go, i just want you back.

3. 1sadobserver - May 20, 2007

Evan’s Mom,
Your posts bring me instantly to tears. My heart aches for your loss. No Mother should ever have to feel what you feel right now.